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[Monday, January 1st, 2007
@ 05:03PM]
I have not updated in a long time.
December recap...
:)
Christmas Dance=Fun
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Work=Fun
Break=Fun
Christmas=Fun
New Year=Fun
Year recap later...
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[Friday, October 20th, 2006
@ 07:41PM]
[ mood | Worried ]

I'm not sure what's happening to everyone, but I pray tonight is awesome.

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14-3 [Sunday, August 27th, 2006
@ 02:23AM]
[ mood | Chipper ]

Friday night was amazing.
The football game was AWESOME.
Mona Shores beat Catholic: 14-3
Yeah, I'm a Shores cheerleader, again.
Quite a few people were surprised by that.

Have a good night.

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Difficult decision... [Monday, July 3rd, 2006
@ 02:03PM]
[ mood | Confused ]

So you know my secret...?
Well, I received an invite today.
Should I go through with it?



Hmm...

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Indecisive much... [Tuesday, June 27th, 2006
@ 03:12PM]
[ mood | Indecisive ]

I have a big decision to make, but it is a secret.
However, I would appreciate prayers.

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Once upon a time... [Friday, May 5th, 2006
@ 10:40PM]
[ mood | Chipper ]

Everything that can go wrong, will go wrong.
But that's life.
I hope you have a happy ending.

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I haven't updated in awhile... [Monday, April 17th, 2006
@ 10:39PM]
[ mood | Optimistic ]

I know I've said all this before, but this time I mean it; this time I want to do what I say; I don't want to be all talk.

I don't want to be bitter anymore.
I know I won't be able to just stop being bitter though.
But I no longer want to express my bitterness.
I know I'm better than that.

Jealousy is dumb.
I was looking through different MySpaces and I realized what I hate.
I hate that I'm always comparing myself to other people.
I realized how stupid I've been.

I have the BEST friends in the world.
I have a GREAT family.
I have an AWESOME life.
What the hell am I complaining about?

I have good grades.
There are people that have better grades than me, but that's okay.
You know why?
It's okay because they're kicking my butt in English, but I would kick their butt in Culinary Arts.
It's not about who excels more in english or science or math.
It's about exceling in what your thing is.

Being not thin enough or too thin.
Psh...
Who cares.
It's not about what your figure is.
It's about how you carry yourself and how you present yourself.

Yes, there are a lot of things in my life I wouldn't mind changing, but I like the way it is; I love the way it is.

I don't regret anything in my life, but there are a lot of things I'm proud of: choices I've made, people I've befriended, things I've done.

Good night everyone!
I'll see most of you tomorrow.
If you're reading this, you're probably a friend of mine.
If you're a friend of mine, I probably love you.
That's just life.

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Heehee! It's so true though... [Sunday, March 26th, 2006
@ 10:22AM]
[ mood | Crazy ]

Ok, so this made my morning, and I know some of you will get a kick out of this.

Paula: You know how Rick said we're going to have some Sunday night meetings on the MCC field?
Jeannette: Yeah
Paula: Well, Simone and I have this master plan- (Jeannette cuts me off.)
Jeannette: To destroy it!? Yeah, I'll just sit there ripping the grass out.
Paula: Umm... No... But that would be funny.

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Why even go there...? [Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
@ 11:46PM]
[ mood | Confused ]

I don't trust them, and I have no problem saying that.
I will tell them what I think.
I will get in the way.
Because while they're standing there smoking a cig, and it's taunting you; I'll be standing in the rain, holding you, telling you it'll all be okay.
I'm not going to mess up this time.
I messed this up with my last friend.
I'm not going to again.




Tonight brought the memories back.

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Mississippi here I come... [Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
@ 04:11PM]
[ mood | Ecstatic ]

I got my job.

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[Tuesday, March 7th, 2006
@ 08:55PM]
[ mood | Worried ]

Job interview tomorrow, I hope it goes well.
I really hope it goes well.
A lot of people have been having a tough time lately.
But I have a request.
I don't care if you hate me or love me.
Smile more, please.
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These are my best friends.
These are complete strangers.
These are random people whose smiles I caught on camera.
Who knows, one of them could be yours.

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Who remembers this? [Saturday, March 4th, 2006
@ 02:12PM]
[ mood | Lame ]

It's kind of lame when you find an old boy band song that reminds you of a situation in your life.
Basically, I was stupid, and this is how he must have felt.
I'm glad everyhting is all better.

O-Town
All or Nothing

I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eye
I thought with time you'd realize
It's over over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's got to give
As sharing this relationship gets older older
You know I'd fight for you
But how I can fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you
I dont care if that's not fair

Chorus:
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart
But I dont show it show it
And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right
I know it, know it

Don't make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
It's time for show and tell

Chorus

Cause you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No room inside for me in your life
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
It's now or never

Chorus x2

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I'm pretty sure I want to scream... [Thursday, March 2nd, 2006
@ 10:29PM]
[ mood | Irritated ]

This sucks.
I want to scream it at the top of my lungs.
I want to call THEM out, like THEY call me out.
Too bad everytime THEY call me out it's a bunch of BS because THEY don't know me.
THEY have no right.
I want to tell EVERYONE.
I want my friends to know what THEY did to me.
I want my family to know what THEY did to me.
I want EVERYONE to know why THEY make me so mad.
Why seeing THEM makes me so mad.
Why hearing about THEM makes me so mad.
I'm so frustrated.
Wow...


P.S. I love you Live Journal.

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This is really what I need... [Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
@ 03:32PM]
[ mood | Ecstatic ]

Job interview this Friday.
Please, wish me luck and keep me in your prayers!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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2 days until Antioch [Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006
@ 07:57AM]
[ mood | Curious ]

I read this on Josie's Live Journal.
It really made me think.

"Your best male friend will always love you, admire you and will feel that way forever. Boyfriends come and go, but he's always stuck around. He's your shoulder to cry on, and a hug when you need it. You enjoy yourself with him, and you're never in an awkward situation. This is a different kind of love, a special kind. Cherish him forever, hes changed your life."

Hmm...
Thoughts anyone?

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Change can be good... [Monday, February 20th, 2006
@ 09:34AM]
[ mood | Happy ]

I love knowing what people used to do, and I love to know they're not doing it now.
Last night was soo much fun.
So...
Let's sum this all up.
Mid-Winter break rocked.

Yup, that'll do it.

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I can't even explain it... [Sunday, February 19th, 2006
@ 11:11AM]
[ mood | Ecstatic ]

Last night=Too much fun
I love toasting at dinner, especiialy when I have to yell to grab the attention of 20 people.
Well, thank God for blessing me with such a loud voice.
I hope I learn to put it to good use.
Oh my gosh.
Last night was so much fun.

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$^*# %&#%^&*@$% <-- That's what I think of you, Ticketmaster! [Saturday, February 18th, 2006
@ 01:45PM]
[ mood | Pissed ]

Ticketmaster.com=Really Dumb
So I signed up for the e-mail alerts.
Whenever a band/singer goes on tour I am supposed to get an e-mail alert for their ticket sale dates.
Well guess what!
Black Eyed Peas is coming to Detroit and I definitely didn't get an e-mail.
Today I somehow stumbled across their concert dates; I searched their tickets, and the only seats left are the ABSOLUTELY worst ones.
Thank you ticketmaster. ::sarcasm::




I hate you.

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Show me the monkey... [Monday, February 6th, 2006
@ 10:39PM]
[ mood | Happy ]

Hold your tongue; you'll feel better if you do.
Don't look back and ask yourself, "What if?"
Watch repeats; they bring back good memories.
Just because you're growing up doesn't mean you're too old for those things you loved as a kid.
Which is why I am seeing this this weekend.
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Oh yeah... [Saturday, February 4th, 2006
@ 09:31AM]
[ mood | Silly ]

Sarah D.=A Hero Of Mine


Be jealous.

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